Regret and Second Chance: Chapter Seven

(Chapter Seven)

 

What is happiness? What is it like being a natural fool? What is it like to be like by someone? What is it like to be a cry-baby?

 

Jun walked, passing by Ohno who hugged the sobbing Nino when he returned to them. He feels nervous by each step he took and he was fighting badly with his feeling of wanted to be angry or wanted to cry.

 

Then he arrived in front of it. By the time he arrived, crying had won the battle.

 

“Aiba-chan” he sobbed as he places his present beside Nino’s present earlier.

 

“I hate you for making me cry now” he begins “Do you know, you always had way to make people cry either along with you or you just made them. And now you are making me to do one. You always made me cry since the day when you were sick, and then you make me cry when you read your letter and later you made me cry on your death and now you made me cry on Christmas Eve. I hate you for that!”

 

“But… but….at the same time I miss you so much!” Jun begin to sobbed hard. “I always envy you for being a baka without even have to try to be one; I envy you for being like by everyone as you made them feel nice about themselves. I envy you for being able to make me smile even when I don’t want to smile and I envy you for your ability to make a baka out of me and I envy everything about you”

 

Jun stopped talking and weeps his tears away as he looked at the picture of smiling Aiba on the tombstone.

 

“With you gone now, how can I be envy again? It breaks my heart when I can never be envy toward you again and be happy when you were around me….”

 

(SHIDA said: Somehow Jun part had reached two pages as I got carried away with the envy thingie..hehe..but I hope you guys will like it..XD)