GARHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 GAH....this is the first time i heard ppl called me a blur person....and my work kinda change me into someone else that i dont even knw who she is anymore....work...is killing me....kinda stressing me out...make me feel.........i dont knw..i kept making stupid mistakes and i dont even like making mistakes.....and somehow i seem to lost some of my abilities that i used to be proud of.....what is happeneing to me???? and why am i doing this in the first place?????


PS: im happy for arashi to won the 41st annual oricon ranking for #1 and #2 spots...they are really awesome...OMEDETOU arashi...