arashic0804 | Regret and Second Chance : Chapter 27

Title: Regret and Second Chance

Rating: G

Pairings: Sakuraiba and Arashi

Disclaimer: I do not own any of arashi.

Summary: Arashi will lose one member and Sho will have a second chance.

(Chapter Twenty-seven)

I know about the silent rules we have been having but I don’t why at this moment I feel like breaking it…

I know Sho probably doesn’t want company, especially not when he is in this kind of mood but I don’t why I still walked silently to the dressing room he is currently in…

I know once I enter the room, I will let down by the person who I cared most as my best friend…

And I know this will be probably the last time I might seeing him again…

I opened the door and walked slowly toward him, nervous…

“Sho-chan” I called slowly. I knew Sho knew I was the one who enter as he didn’t bother to look up. There is always this special bond between us as we always know each other presence without a simple hello. Maybe because beside Nino, I hang out a lot with Sho too and somehow we ended up knowing each other habits and auras.

I can see that Sho doesn’t want to have a company as he completely ignored me but I having a doubt of leaving or still want to try one more time. Somehow today I just feel like I need to talk to him.

“Sho-chan, are you alright?” I tried again, this time I closed the gap between me and him as I stand close behind.

“You know, you can always talk to me ne when you have problem and seeing your condition now made me worried” I said, trying to make him open up.

Suddenly I sense something in Sho’s mood. He is angry and he is going to outburst.

I walked back a little when he stands up abruptly and turned around to face me. He gave me a dark look as he starts to yell, which caught me by surprised.

“WHAT DO WANT AIBA??? DON’T YOU KNOW THAT I NEED SOME PRIVACY NOW!! AND I DON’T WANT YOUR SYMPATHY OR YOUR BAKA HAPPINESS!! I HATE IT!! IM HAVING A BAD DAY TODAY AND NOW YOU ARE PART OF IT!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!”

I looked at Sho’s dumbstruck. I didn’t expect Sho to yell at me just like that as all I want to do is to help my best friend. I look at Sho’s angry face, even though I feel sad deep inside, I don’t want to show it to him and made him feel guilty, therefore I show my usual sheepish grin and bowed my head.

“Gomen Sakurai-kun. I didn’t mean to make you mad. Guess I leave you now ne” I apologised and turned around, to walk out from the room.

The moment I turned around, I was surprised to see Jun, Nino and Ohno are at the door watching. Apparently Sho’s yell had been heard by the other three.

I smiled at them when I saw the three of them are giving Sho disproved stares.

“Ma…ma… guys don’t be mad at him, I’m the one to be blame” I said as I dragged the three of them out of the room.

After making sure, my three friends are safe and are out within Sho’s reach, I wondered around the studio.

I feel sad and taken aback about what happened earlier. Even though I was to be blame in the first place, I wonder why Sho had to yell at me like that.

I arrived at the front door and looked back before I walked out.

“Guess I will never had the chance to say goodbye to him”

(SHIDA said: I put my heart writing this chapter as somehow I can feel the sadness of Aiba being yelled by his best friend and while I wrote this I almost forgot it is time for me to go to work..~sigh~…thanks for all the support minna..XD)