Regret and Second Chance: Chapter 52

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Title: Regret and Second Chance

Rating: G

Pairings: Sakuraiba and Arashi

Disclaimer: I do not own any of arashi.

Summary: Arashi will lose one member and Sho will have a second chance.

 

 

 

(Chapter Fifty-two)

 

Even if I think about the future as much as I can,

It's impossible for a person to see the real future

Some thing gets stuck in the gap of my heart

I just keep on making errors

It's okay if it's one step at a time, just don't let go of my hand

The steps that we took together, you are going to keep on living

Even if I keep on withdrawing until I crumble,

The bond of that time, that place, will never disappear

Inside the flowing time, I try not to lose anything

The real thoughts that collide when we pass by

Her feelings that soaked in her heart

Our encounter was the miracle that I seek

The pain that refuses to stand still

The light that's seen inside is always connected

Its okay if you lie, you can let your tears flow

The bond of that time, that place, will never disappear

It's okay if it's one step at a time, just don't let go of my hand

The steps that we took together, you are going to keep on living

Even if I keep on withdrawing until I crumble,

The bond of that time, that place, will never disappear 

 

(Kizuna ~ Kamenashi Kazuya)

 

 

 

“Sho-chan, I just want to say thank you for always having this faith of me being alive all this time” Sho heard Aiba whispered beside his ears as he can also feel Aiba’s wet cheek, indicating he started to cry silently.

 

“You are welcome Aiba…”

 

“I’m sorry for causing a lot of trouble to you and the rest, I’m sorry for making you guys worried a lot about me… I always a burden to you guys ne….”

 

“Baka! What were you trying to say Aiba!? You never a burden to us…It always us being a burden to you…we need you as our source of happiness and its not easy for you to be that but you always tried your best for making us happy and make life unstressful, it is us who have to say sorry. Not you…”

 

“Sho-chan always there for me before this, I even remembered Sho-chan whispering about last time, the time I passed out and when I thought about me dying, Sho-chan words encouraged me to fight to live, arigatou ne… therefore I’m determined to help you this time. If something happened, I don’t want you to blame yourself because I was the one responsible for all of this since it was my fault in the first place that you got involved in an accident…”

 

“No Aiba! IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT! WHY YOU KEPT BLAMING YOURSELF?! It was my fault the accident happened in the first place since I wasn’t looking when I was crossing the road…” It is so frustrating to be able to hear and doesn’t have the chance to see and explain when Aiba was this close and feeling sad…

 

“I want you to know I’m always glad to be put into Arashi all this time and I love all four of you the most…Thank you for everything you did for me and I will always have you guys in my heart and Sho-chan, anata wa shiriatte yokatta…”

 

That was the last thing I heard from Aiba before I felt a lip brushed on my forehead and also before another attacked of my heart cause me to slip into unconsciousness…

 

 

***

 

Jun, Nino and Ohno waited anxiously for the surgery to finish. It’s been 8 hours since the last time they send both Aiba and Sho to the surgery room before the nurse stopped them from entering further the door of the room.

 

Aiba had said some weird things to the three of them, saying that if something happened and if he didn’t make it, he doesn’t want anyone to blame each other for what happened and he apologised to all of them. What Aiba had said cost him a loud smack from Jun and Nino who said he is an idiot and they both make him promised that he and Sho have to come out from that room alive.

 

While the three of them was busy dealing their own thought and fear, the light indicating ‘surgery in process” switched off and Yamada-sensei walked out.

 

Jun, Nino and Ohno ran to the doctor and asked in unison how the surgery turned out.

 

And what Yamada-sensei told them made Nino collapsed on the floor, Ohno leaning at the wall and Jun cried out loud….

 

(SHIDA said: This story is coming to an end, only few chapters to go… thanks in advance for reading ^^)