arashic0804 | my first fanfic : REGRET AND SECOND CHANCE

Title: Regret and Second Chance

Rating: G

Pairings: Sakuraiba and Arashi

Disclaimer: I do not own any of arashi.

Summary: Arashi will lose one member and Sho will have a second chance.

(Chapter One)

He stands alone facing the stone in front of him. The rest of the people had left earlier neither do Jun, Nino and Ohno. They invited him to come along with them but he refused as he said he want to be alone for a moment. Jun tried to argue but keep his mouth shut when he saw the tears were welling up his friend eyes. Without another word Jun left with Ohno as Nino before he left whispered to him, “It’s not your fault, Sho” and then walked away.

The moment Nino left, his tears already falls like waterfall on his cheek as he kneed on the ground in front of the stone, still cant accepted the fact of the name written on the stone, the name that will always be in his heart forever and now he already lost it and will never be with the person who had that name not now and not in the present.

He never thought the last sentence he said last night to the person would be the last sentence he would uttered and he will now never had the chance of apologized.

On the day Arashi no Shukudaikun recording….

Sho is not in a good mood as today he is having the worst luck of his life. Starting from the moment he woke up, he found out that his house had water leaked and cause a momentarily of flood and most of his News Zero work ruined and his laptop had been crashed of short circuit cause by the water. As he was feeling depressed, he found out his car had been scratch bad by some bypasser. This cause his vein on his forehead exposed on his skin but still he tried to remain calm as he went inside his car and drove to the studio for Arashi’s work.

By the time he arrived, he knew he looked moody as when the rest of the members look at him, they went out of the room and leave him alone. Somehow he feel relieved for the unspeakable rule they made to maintain the good relationship among the five of them as to leave the member alone when they want to be alone. But today somehow this rule has been broken when he realised someone was approaching him.

“Sho-chan” he heard his named being called by someone he knew so well without having him to turn his head.

Sho didn’t reply as he really not in the mood to talk even to the guy standing behind him.

“Sho-chan” he called again and then continued “Are you alright?”

Still Sho haven’t reply as he signalled he don’t want to talk and wish this person to go away.

“You know, you can always talk to me ne when you have problem and seeing your condition now made me worried”

This time Sho had reached his limit. Why can’t this person understand he is now having a bad day and wanted to be leaving alone and still this person came to bother him with his innocent voice and caring. Not that he had not appreciated it but now its not the right time.

Sho stands up and then went facing him with fury.

“WHAT DO WANT AIBA??? DON’T YOU KNOW THAT I NEED SOME PRIVACY NOW!! AND I DON’T WANT YOUR SYMPATHY OR YOUR BAKA HAPPINESS!! I HATE IT!! IM HAVING A BAD DAY TODAY AND NOW YOU ARE PART OF IT!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!”

Aiba look dumbstruck. He didn’t expected Sho to yell at him like that as he was just trying to offer some help and he is worry about his best friend. He looked at Sho’s angry face and instead showing Sho, he is hurt by Sho’s remark, he smile sheepishly and bow his head.

“Gomen Sakurai-kun. I didn’t mean to make you mad. Guess I leave you now ne” Aiba apologized and then walked away. When he turned around he was surprised to see Jun, Nino and Ohno were at the door watching. Apparently Sho’s yell had been heard by the other three. Aiba smile at them when he saw the three of them were giving Sho an unproven stare.

“Ma…ma… guys don’t be mad at him, I’m the one to be blame” Aiba said as he dragged the three of them out of the room.

Aiba left the three of his friends in another room before he wandered off somewhere to the studio.

“Guess I will never had the chance to say goodbye to him” he whispered as he walked out wondered into the night city.

***

Sho was lying on the couch in his room. He still can’t forget what happened earlier when he rage exploded and he yelled at his best friend who only be there to comfort him. He still remembers freshly Aiba’s expression after he heard what he said. He knew Aiba was hurt but instead showing him the hurting expression, he smile. Sho knew Aiba was hurt because he heard Aiba called him Sakurai-kun instead of Sho-chan.

He also saw the deathly stares Jun and Nino gave him as also Ohno looks angry at him but Aiba managed to drag the three of them out of the room without much of a fight. After a moment of calming down, Sho realised what he had done. He cursed himself as feeling guilty.

“What had I done?”

“I yelled at Aiba and hurt his feeling very badly”

“Aiba’s hurt as he called me Sakurai-kun”

“Sho,you are a baka!!”

He kept scolding himself as he ran out from the room in search of Aiba. He went to another room where the others were and found out Aiba wasn’t there and kept on searching the whole studio. In the end, he didn’t find Aiba.

He tried to call Aiba but he hasn’t picked up his phone. He really hurt Aiba badly as Aiba didn’t even want to pick up his call. A pang of guilt is now covering Sho.

After a few hours of searching Aiba had nothing in result he went home. He haven’t contact the other members to find out Aiba’s location as he know that they will not help him not after the incident.

While Sho was deep in his thought, his phone vibrated and as he picked up, it was Jun name on the cell.

“Sho……” he heard Jun voice shuffling as he is crying.

Sho’s heart suddenly beats faster. Something is definitely wrong here as he hear Jun is still crying.

“Jun, is something wrong?”

“Sho….Sho…Aiba….Aiba……”Jun cant continued as he kept crying harder and harder.

“Aiba…..” Sho really really feel bad about this “What wrong with Aiba???TELL ME JUN!!!” he yelled

“Aiba….Aiba….he is gone…he is gone forever Sho!” Jun wailed.

(This is the first chapter of my story. Do tell me whether u like it or not. This is the first time I ever write a fanfic and I begged your mercy for my lack of skill. As for Aiba’s fan please don’t kill me as I am also Aiba’s fan too but so far this is the story I had in mind for the moment before I continued to the next chapter. Any feedbacks are welcome)