i hate my life at the moment~ *sigh*
Jun. 3rd, 2009 12:40 amgosh~
now i started to feel like work dragging me away from all my friends...
since my schedule is different from other of my friends * i dont work normal office hours* and my off day definately not the same as normal weekends, i have to miss alot of gatherings...
now all my high school friends, my pre-university friends and also my university friends are in the age of getting marry... and i dunno since last year and up till now, out of so many weddings that i got invited i only managed to attend only one...
the recent one would be on the 31st may i cant go cause of i already have plan with my friends...
just now i receive a card from my friend in terengganu, she is getting marry this 6th of june and this also i cant go cause i have to work and somehow it happened to be the first day of my five days marathon...
and the next wedding invatation i got was for next week saturday, june 13th which will be held in kedah, at my hometown, sadly i start my annual leave on that day so in the end i cant go cause i cant go back in time...
i seriously want to go to all of my friends wedding...but the time was always not right for me...
i've been missing a lot of weddings...
now im worried, if i got marry will people come to my wedding? *sweats*
now i started to feel like work dragging me away from all my friends...
since my schedule is different from other of my friends * i dont work normal office hours* and my off day definately not the same as normal weekends, i have to miss alot of gatherings...
now all my high school friends, my pre-university friends and also my university friends are in the age of getting marry... and i dunno since last year and up till now, out of so many weddings that i got invited i only managed to attend only one...
the recent one would be on the 31st may i cant go cause of i already have plan with my friends...
just now i receive a card from my friend in terengganu, she is getting marry this 6th of june and this also i cant go cause i have to work and somehow it happened to be the first day of my five days marathon...
and the next wedding invatation i got was for next week saturday, june 13th which will be held in kedah, at my hometown, sadly i start my annual leave on that day so in the end i cant go cause i cant go back in time...
i seriously want to go to all of my friends wedding...but the time was always not right for me...
i've been missing a lot of weddings...
now im worried, if i got marry will people come to my wedding? *sweats*