arashic0804 | Regret and Second CHance : Chapter 40

Title: Regret and Second Chance

Rating: G

Pairings: Sakuraiba and Arashi

Disclaimer: I do not own any of arashi.

Summary: Arashi will lose one member and Sho will have a second chance.

(Chapter Fourty)

I sat alone on the hill just watching and thinking about last night encountered with Ninomiya.

“Looks like Ninomiya know who I really am and he is full of confidence” I thought as I touched my bruised face (which freak my parents out, and had me to handle the unnecessary commotion with them and Ninomiya owes me big time!).

Up till today I still didn’t know what exactly happened of the past except from what I read that the guy died in a brutal car accident last six months, and the part that made me so curious was that the accident happened to have the same timeline as I’m having my amnesia.

I wonder what I should do next as I kept thinking things will get more complicated than it already is at the moment.

“If I be Aiba Masaki back, will my real parent accept me back?”

“What will happen with the current family then?”

“If I am an Arashi member, surely it will causes a press storm about my return and there will be more rumours and commotion that I would not be ready to face just yet…”

“And the most important part is how can I explain what exactly happened to me the night I lost my memory and what prove do I have that I am Aiba Masaki?”

These were the questions that kept replaying in my mind since last night and throughout the whole day today.

I feel so suffocated at my place which causes me to take Momo out for a walk and later ended up at the park and climbed the hill instead of sitting at the usual bench that I usually hang out with Sho-kun. I wasn’t really in the mood with the possibility of meeting Sho-kun here and also not in the mood of dealing with these things again as I really, really need some time to think and to find out what exactly happened to me before I make another drastic step.

I was so involved with my thoughts that I didn’t noticed Momo had been missing for a few minutes and later returned with a guest that I don’t really looking forward to meet at the moment.

I turned around and saw Sho standing behind me with guilty expression plastered on his face.

I shot him an annoyed look as I asked acidly “What do you want?”

“Shin, there is something you need to know and I can’t keep this as a secret from you anymore because now I don’t think I could bear losing you again” Sho said, half begged.

“Oh no, I don’t want to know about this secret! I’m not ready yet! And my face still bruised!!”

I looked at Sho, who currently fighting with the expression of nervous, scare and determined at the same time.

“Go away!!” my mind screamed.

“But you need to get the missing piece of your unfinished puzzle!” my heart said, otherwise…

Therefore looking at Sho’s face again, I moved aside to give some space for him to seat and once he settled down, I straight away asked “So what do you want to tell me?”

“Kami-sama, please give me strength to face all the outcome of the truth!”

(SHIDA said: Hmm chapter 40 ady…I might conclude this whole fic within chapter 50 (if new idea didn’t suddenly stuck my brain)…coz the truth is coming closer and this fic is coming to an end already and for the coming chapter as I tell u guys before wont be updated as regularly starting next week and I hope I can still keep the suspense till the end…hehe..*so sad this fic is goin to end* and then later I will focused on my other fic the Haunted House. Again minna arigatou for reading and for the support that I’ve been getting up till today..XD)